Doom

A face says a lot

guymelf@yahoo.com — Mon, 04 Sep 2006 02:06:22 GMT

professional? me?

guymelf@yahoo.com — Thu, 27 Jul 2006 23:31:51 GMT

So here we are... Its been awhile my friend... Today I have been offered a "professional" job of commercial photographer, (which I never in my life wanted to do) and ad designer, funny I never thought I would have a job like this at all, and now from this I can actually find decent jobs in the future too. Ahh the future, how I embrace thee. Oh and a side note Target and Walmart furniture is pre-assembled by monkeys.

vacation finally

guymelf@yahoo.com — Sun, 17 Jul 2005 08:17:55 GMT

Well here I am in oregon, its pretty awesome, way better than tucson, hands down. Am having fun, been driving around a lot cause my sister is letting me use her car. Been to the coast, the drive down and the actual coast was one of the most amazing things I have seen. Hung out with Katy and went record shopping on friday that was pretty fun, never actually hung out with just katy but I still had tons of fun talking with her. The absolute best part of oregon is all the hard bodies here, oh my fucking god, these females are way more attractive than most I see in tucson, total hard bodies. Don't know what I am doing next week, but probably just more driving, which is cool wit me.

ahh... dreams

guymelf@yahoo.com — Mon, 11 Jul 2005 03:51:38 GMT

So I had this dream this morning where I was wielding a knife at my ex, thats what I get for reading American Psycho, then today I get an e-mail from her. Thats Funny

I just had to see what would happen

guymelf@yahoo.com — Thu, 16 Jun 2005 06:43:17 GMT

Another one passes through the threashold

guymelf@yahoo.com — Tue, 16 Nov 2004 23:46:21 GMT

To Jhonn Balance, another fallen warrior that helped me find my way, you will be sorely missed

http://www.thresholdhouse.com/index2.html

Spectrum Theory

guymelf@yahoo.com — Wed, 22 Sep 2004 07:59:22 GMT

Of course, Time is Intangible!

conversations

guymelf@yahoo.com — Sun, 15 Aug 2004 02:07:39 GMT

So I had an interesting conversation with Chris last night, before my gig. I was feeling really down, and so I finally asked him what I have been wondering for a whole year now.

Me: "Yo Chris, has my attitude towards things changed that much in the past year?"
Chris: "You are a lot more quieter, you just have been more reserved, plus you don't laugh any more, at least not as you used too."

After this I felt bad, I don't laugh as much, man that really does suck, I knew I had changed from all my misfortunes in the past year, but the fact that I had lost apart of me that I treasure and love, fuck man now I am depressed. I need to find my laughter again, but where do I start?

hmm

guymelf@yahoo.com — Thu, 05 Aug 2004 06:23:19 GMT

Today has been interesting, I don't know what to say about it. For one I am really beginning to hate my job, I know you would how how could you hate a comic store, but I am beginning to be an asshole to a lot of customers, so I think thats a sign. I mean I know I am an asshole anyway, but I was never to customers. I am undecided about something, I have been pondering if its a good idea to contact my ex before she leaves for hawaii, even though I told her I never wanted to see her again, but whatever, I'll figure this out, I hope. Oh some exciting news, I found out a movie I was in for my friend jake in entered in a film festival in Boston, its a good movie its called Terror From Above, I was told I was one of the funniest people in it, even though its just me running around being attacked by balloons. Chris and jake are going to Boston for this, man I wish I had money to go too, fucking money bane of all thats evil. Ok I am bored now I guess this will be it, I fucking hate wednesday.

guymelf@yahoo.com — Mon, 02 Aug 2004 02:53:01 GMT

Well here we are again, thank you for joining me. To start I would like to thank all the five people that came to our show, it was fun I actually didn't blow out any lights or make any sparks fly, damn you can't win them all. Besides that the show sucked, so I am glad no one came and wasted their money, good idea you guys. Right now waiting for chris to call so I can leave my house, and do who knows what, but hell at least chris has otter pops, umm otter pops. Ok so less babble and time to start making sense. Can't wait last week of summer school, finally, which also mean one more week till vanesse gets back, finally, but which also mean school is almost going to start, I can wait for that. Oh hey I would like to plan for a mini trip to my house in Mexico, if people are interested, it would probably for the weekend, but with a bar next to my house the weekend will be long. If any of you all are at all interested just let me know, I need vacation before school, or it will drive jorge crazy, and jorge will start talking in first person if that happens. Jorge doesn't like to talk in the first person but does it to make certain people mad, and jorge like to do that sometimes. Ok screw that I am going to read right now you all have gotten boring, no one talking back, except for those damn gnomes... watch your back kids thats all I have to say. Godspeed

self promotion

guymelf@yahoo.com — Thu, 29 Jul 2004 22:00:00 GMT

Alright here is a shameless self promotion but if anyone in interested my band Armchair Robot will be playing on Friday at Skrappys at about 8 or 9, I don't imagine it is going to be a good show, since its at Skrappys but if you want to come and enjoy the Interestingness that is Armchair, I am sure you will be blown away

guymelf@yahoo.com — Mon, 19 Jul 2004 22:52:31 GMT

Ok to start this off nice and huggie, FUCK YOU Skrappys! Yes I have to say this was the worst Armchair Robot ever, even worst than Gameworks. For starters they wouldn't let Audrey, who usually sells our stuff, in for free, those bastards. After we tried explaining she was with us one of the people who worked there called Mels a cocksucker, now that was uncalled for I mean this was a punks against abuse show. After that we took off for a while and when we return found out that they didn't want us to play there, but we managed to just because the owner likes us a lot. Never liked skrappys anyway to many scenester kids and jackholes. I was still so infuriated today that I had to treat myself for sushi, just to feel better. Well lesson to learn here; well I guess you will have to fight abuse with abuse.

Whats today?

guymelf@yahoo.com — Fri, 16 Jul 2004 02:37:42 GMT

Its funny what happens when one reads about different cultures. I was just reading a book right now and it had a little section on Japanesse culture, and how that at a very young age Japanesse girls are now told that it is ok to cheat on your spouse, or lover or whatever. In some magazines it tells you exactaly how to do this with grace and ease. Some girls eveb start to think about how to end their relationships even when they just start. After reading this it started to make sense... to me at least. For those of you who don't know my last girlfriend went to study in Japan for a year and only after three weeks cheated on me. Japan, how lovely. On a different note, I just have to say this; man I hate missing someone, I know everyone who reads this knows this feeling, it is just something you never want to feel but always end up feeling that way, if that makes any sense to anybody. Oh and the Robot that is an Armchair is returning go seek it out you will love what you find.

Yeah

guymelf@yahoo.com — Tue, 13 Jul 2004 03:30:57 GMT

Thanks Vanessa, for "my" first entry and setting this up, except for the anal sex, bulmia, and men; the midgets I don't mind... yes. But really I do hate you all, thank you and good night.

I hate my life

guymelf@yahoo.com — Tue, 13 Jul 2004 01:31:11 GMT

I got this so i can whine daily about trivial things because i'm a little emo punk boy. Nobody likes me. I'm going to go cry in the dark.